It kind of "play" silently but one vaguely remember
what it would sound like if one would hear it again.
The annoying thing about it is that it comes without being asked for.
It forces itself on me and "play" without being stoppable or controlled.
One can change the melody by listening to something other
that one want to hear but that does not always help. The other
melody can come back even if one try to replace it with a better one.
Psychologically it is interesting to try to wild guess what kind of purpose
it could have had in the evolution of music that the mind replay melodies
like that. A kind of forced learning. Group pressure from an inner teacher?
Does everybody have it and those that can control it does not complain?
Or can none of us control and only some share that they are annoyed?
What about those that never have had the experience in what way
are they different? So many questions and no answers
One of those that I want answer to is this one:
Are there persons that really hear the melody and
not only "hear" what it would sound like if they would hear it?
Not easy to explain the difference. To me they are really totally silent
but one "hear" them play in a very annoying way in that they are
a kind of inner motivators that wants me to hum or whistle or
sing or play that melody or rhythm but it can not "sound" so it is
absolutely silent but it "play" nevertheless so I trust it is muscle signals
that practice how to sing it if I would give in to the inner urge?
Do you really hear it or only feel it as an inner motivation to play them?
can you change it to another without having to hear that other melody?
kind of an ornery (nooby: read as "stubborn") jukebox, though -- half the time at least, it's not playing what I want it to!
